Monday, December 15, 2008

I found this story in my journal last night... its fairly old but still has the same meaning. As you hold the ones you love this Christmas, please keep in mind those who have no one to hold them.


Yesterday a sweet little girl named Rita came to my house with two teeth that had been completely eaten through by a cavity and were almost completely rotted away. The holes looked like they were starting to get infected and the nerve was exposed; I cant imagine how much pain she was in. I took her to the dentist, and they said they were closed. The dentist was in a hurry to leave and wouldn't help me, but he said I could use his things and do it myself. Of course I was terrified, but I was more scared to think about the teeth not being removed immediately; they looked so painful. I gave her a shot to numb her mouth, waited about ten minutes, tried to sterilize these tweezer things with a match and dug out what was remaining of her poor little teeth. I don't think she could feel it, but my heart hurt for her.

I took her back home, made her a hot bath and some soup. Then she had ice cream and slept in my bed under a big blanket. As i tucked the covers in around her and kissed her heas she looked up at me with these big, wondering eyes. Unbelievable as it is, she was SOOO happy. She told me that this was the best day of her life, even though her mouth hurt. She said that she would get her teeth pulled every day if she could stay with someone like me. And that made my heart hurt even more.


There are so many children out there that don't feel loved on a daily basis. So many children that don't have a person to hold their hand or rub their back when they are scared and in pain. So many children who don't have the simple pleasures of taking a warm bath or sleeping under a blanket. I would move all of them, ALL of them into my house if I could. I wish I could love them all. I wish more people cared enough that they also wanted to love them all. Sometimes I just can't even believe how blessed I am. I have always been loved, always been cared for, always been warm and well-fed. Its frustrating sometimes, but mostly its just motivating. Sometimes I feel so tired, and then something like this happens and I am reminded that I can give a child the best night of her life simply by naking her soup and kissing her forehead. Simply by love her.
Sometimes I feel so tired that I think if I give away any more of myself I may actually be empty. And then I remember, It is only in giving away the love given to me by the Father that I am ever actually full. And so I keep going because of Rita. Because kissing her forehead and saying 'I love you" actually did change the world for that little girl. Because maybe through my hands she can get just a glimpse of a fraction of the love her Maker has for her. There is nothing better.

Darling Rita, now sponsored - Shout out to the Littleton family!

21 comments:

Scott and Erin said...

oh, how we love Rita. Thanks for loving those kids, Katie!

Brandi said...

Thanks for that precious story of that precious one!

Love you,
Bran

emily said...

I could read your stories all day dear friend! Thank you for loving Rita (and so many others) well.

Moody is simply amazed at your dental skills too. :)

Nikki said...

That is such an amazing story- thank you for sharing. I just came across your blog and am so inspired. How did you get involved in this? I have done short term volunteer trips (my past two summers in the DR, this coming february in Ethiopia) but would love to do something long term. I really want to devote myself to this, just not sure how...

Nikki
ncochrane3@hotmail.com

Janell said...

I agree w/ Emily. I just love reading your posts. I have four young boys and it's draining some days. Thanks for the reminder that it's only when we've been poured out that we can be filled up! God bless.

Laurel said...

Precious story! Thanks for sharing!

We have 3 new beautiful African children at home this year to love on ... always wondering what more we need to do.


Laurel
mama of 13

amyb777 said...

Amazing story! That took some serious trust in God to do the dental work yourself. I am inspired by how you have allowed God to use you in the lives of these beautiful kids. I am with you, I want to take them all into my home also. I just might have to move there and see how many I can fit into a house. :) Thank you so much for sharing.

Jim and Ryane said...

What a beautiful story. Thanks for sharing it with us.

Ryane

Oatsvall Team said...

just when i think God has molded my heart and set my feet on solid ground you write something like this and i can see God working w/in me again ... keeping these stories of your sweet children (my Uganda family)focuses me on the task at hand and that is spreading God's truths and calling on all of us to come to the aid of the widows and orphans ...

i love you dear sister and feel so blessed to have your entire family both here and in Uganda in the Oatsvall's family life ...

I can totally imagine what your faced looked like as you aided sweet Rita in her time of pain ... I can see you tucking her in bed and giving her soup ... Your heart so full of the Father !!!!

Keep the stories coming ... We all need to hear, see, and ACT !!!

Heather K said...

Hi Katie
I'm sooo glad that I've found your blog. I hope you don't mind but I copied and pasted a post of yours onto my blog. I linked it back here to your blog. I will be back to scour my way through your precious posts. Can't wait to spend some time reading here. We're just starting our adoption paperwork for Ethiopia. I have a feeling that we are supposed to be working over in Africa...I have no idea how or where, when etc...but I feel such incredible grief for the children of Africa...it is gut wrenching. I'm not sure where God will lead us though. We will have to wait and see what He's got in store.

The Vinyards said...

I love reading your blog! Thanks for sharing your stories.

Diane said...

Hi Katie:)

I have read many of your posts. This one is just beautiful. Thank you for sharing. Thanking God today for you, Katie and your precious children.

It is pure JOY to watch God work through you.

Tracy said...

katie, thank you for your faithfulness to His word to write down the stories and revelations! the blessings of your obedience will live on and inspire so many generations to come! love you sister! :)

Erica said...

Katie, thank you. I am so impressed by you, your beautiful heart and your passion. I love it. Thank you for sharing these stories, an incredible reality check. Praying for you this Christmas season as you yearn for your babies.

Anonymous said...

Thank you for what you are doing!!! I am sending you and your precious ones prayers.
Christina

Christine said...

What a beautiful post. Cna I post it on my blog--- please, please, please? Let me know. I can't wait to read more!

Rachel C. said...

My mom told me about this blog because I am applying to go to Uganda to do research. This was the first post I read. It made me cry. I have really liked reading about your journey and it has been a blessing to me.

Anonymous said...

i am so blessed, so thankful, for people like you - for people i don't even know and yet continue to encourage me and inspire me to not give up on my passion, on the faith God has given me, on the hope He gives us, on His unconditional love. on the Truth.
but i am also so curious about the beginning of your story. about how you started out on this mission, this life, this love - how you got to where you are. i am at this point in my life where i have such a desire to get out and just GO and BE for God. but i am stuck in school, and stuck to wait, to try to live for God right now, in this mission field He has given me. but it is so hard, when my heart is half way across the world.
even then, once i have the chance to go, i'm not sure exactly what that looks like. how to get to what my heart is crying for, to where i long for.
i know there is something more for me, something, bigger, out there.
i can feel it.
but i'm not sure in what direction that first step should be.
i have some thoughts... but, your story, your passion, compassion, has really moved me, and i just feel like you could help me...
if you have time, can you try emailing me sometime. i know you don't know me, but i feel like there is a reason God brought me to your blog...
but then again, maybe He is just trying to catch my attention again, trying to fuel the flame...

charissa.faith.morgan@gmail.com

Alexandra {{Awareness Warrior}} said...

Oh, Rita, we would get OUR teeth pulled everyday if we could show you just how precious you are!

Jewels of My Heart said...

Father, please bless precious Rita..... hold her in your loving arms..... lead her to her family one day and thank you for the family that is sponsoring her so that she not only has an opportunity to learn and a better future.... but it shows her that someone cares.... that she is loved.
Katie, thank you for not only your love and compassion..... but for your courage to do what needs to be done to help a little one in need.

MarshaMarshaMarsha said...

So many little things add up to big things for a child-- like being loved, being spoken to, being hugged, being fed.

Thank you for sharing Rita's story with us.

It is true... we are only filled when we give of ourselves and show the love of Jesus Christ! God is tooo good. :)